Friday, February 15, 2008

Dialysis is going good this week. I have just been getting on the machine and going straight to sleep. Getting my blood all cleaned out while I sleep. Whodathunk it? I still really need a heating blanket, but it hasn't been that bad. I got some money for Valentine's day, I wanted to use it for a blanket, but I really do think they will go down in price once the weather turns warm. I am trying my best to make it until then.

Monday, February 4, 2008

When I started dialysis I knew that it would challenge me. I knew that time would be an issue. I wasn't a good time manager before dialysis and it wasn't going to change any time soon. Now that I am doing dialysis at home, time is really an issue. But I knew that. I knew that it would be. So, now ain't the time to start crying about not having time.

Honestly dialysis is not what is bothering me. Dialysis is the only way that I can continue to live period. Nothing more nothing less. It's just the only way for me to stay alive. I can think about it all I want to. I can go over it a thousand times and say it a thousand ways, but the fact of the matter is that I have to do dialysis in order to stay here with my family.

I chose to dialysis at home. That was my choice. I chose it because I hated being in center. I can't conveniently forget that little tidbit. I like being in control of my dialysis. I like being in control of the times that I do dialysis. \I like that sdd affords me better health and more energy than regular dialysis. It also affords me to be able to go to work.

I CAN'T be mad with dialysis.